Saturday, April 26, 2008
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well.. its been a busy week once again..
heh.. man.. think seriously i need to calm down abit, settle down and stuff..
skool work has been nuts, life abit whoosh..
lol.. haiz..
juz woke up, dunno wad to do..
so blog lor.. pple say its dying..
cuz im too tired and lazy lar can...
hurhur
lol..
die can't rmb wad happened thru out the week..
brain dead now...
u can't blame me.. its 3am now lar..
heh well band concert, i-day, transandence, NBC comin up for band,
mid yr, tests, tutorial, hw for studies,
other schools investiture, teacher's day, internship, meetings for SC,
sports day, cheerleadin, cheers for onyx hse,
birthday parties, outings, bbq and chalets for my frenz..
heh..
honestly..
it will be tiring. but still fun so far..
its been sometime but the feeling is back again..
well for the past one month,
seen many patches, break up..
some sad while others happy..
starting to miss those times when we were together...
but its a long time and u are anyway not in singapore anymore..
heh.. foolish to go think abt it..
is liking someone really wrong..
well.. guess well i belong to the one that juz watches at the side..
well others come to me to ask for help or wad to do..
end of the day i will still be alone again..
missing being love by someone..
heh... crazy shit right..
hahaha...
confuse..
met this girl that i really like for 1 to 1.5 yrs plus minus..
been sometiime since i'm serious..
but doubt she noes now..
or maybe she noes.. dunno...
though last time her frenz told her b4..
cuz i didn't tell her...
heh.. probably she already has someone she likes...
or someone also likes her..
who noes...
but the feeling of rejected seriously no one likes..
same for me..
so pple i noe u all ask me to tell her tell her...
u think its easy..
shit happened to me b4 so its like a bad dream for me k..
and i rather juz stand at a side to look at her then to tell her and a friendship is lost..
happy to see my frenz get together..
kinda jealous sometimes..
well.. jux look at me lar..
think over friendly le lar..
till pple tink i play play when i'm really serious sometime..
hehe.. piang.. lol.. suddenly say until like very emo like that...
not like cy heh..
lol... well.. emo emo emo emo emo...
haha..
no lar.. but to noe one thing.. i have many frenz ,my family, people and god to walk with me..
heeeeeeeee... thats is enough for me to go on... love them man..
ytd qiao ying(SC best bud) fainted, nurul(classmate) suddenly had gastric then pain till had to send to hospital..
today another guy from the next class fainted also..
PPLE PLS TAKE CARE OF URSELF...!!!!
haiz..
ARFI take care of urself k..
y didn't u tell me u not feeling well..!!!
i see my mom can cook any of those herbal soup that will help replenish ur blood cells faster..
or i see wad i can find k...
and ddin HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. it passed 12am liao..
wuahahahahaa.. means u are older..
one step closer to death..oops.. :P
lol... jkin jkin..
hape all ur wishes come thru..!!!
kk goin to continue with my sleep..
later got band..
cannt be late..
heh...
nitez..
kk promise to blog more often k..
3:07 AM By CY aka cher young
