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Saturday, August 30, 2008
zokie...
DAMN TIRED STILL!!
lol.. the whole week was crazy..
damn freakin busy
haha...
ytd teachers day performance was a BLAST..
haha..
thanks all interns, SCs and performances...
haha..
will git the pics and video soon..^^
well suppose to go back sec sch...
but i went to the senate and sleep lar..
lol
knock out imeddiately when i liad down on the sofa..
haha..
damn tired..
come home sleep somemore till like dinner time..

thurs..
ARGH..!!!
this is the first time i feel i can pass gp lar..!!!
lol..
gp exam and i slept lar like 30 mins each for paper 1 and 2..
u will know y later..
then after the paper, the SCs and the interns we started deco and preparing for the next day's teacher's day...
the SCs work till like 9plus lar!!
this is tough!!
the clothes were damn long
the final product.. nice nice...?
 all is left is to tie the clothes in place..

haha.. i also went to get mr singh's voice for our skit...
haha and i saw this!!!
damn cute lar.. black label but put like this..!!!

kk..
so on wed.. alisson was back but onli for like 2 days and she is flying of tml..
so after meeting the SCs and intern,
play badminton, floorball and vb,
went to queensway shopping centre settle something's with calvin..
then meet my alisson they all
at first onli me, jon and alisson..
then aaron, lynn and faridah came..
we went to take neoprint!!
its like 3-4 years since i last took a neoprint..
its my second neoprint in my life..!!
editing our pics
haha.. girls do the editin.. guys watch..
 heee.. final product
this is aaron.. thats wad we guys do when we are bored waiting.. ahhaa
even though the next day is gp paper..
i played game till like 4am lar..!!!

and i found this...

sufri and cy...^^

on mon or tues,
i went to buy paint for the banners,
then left my bag with lance they all
i told them i will onli take 30mins..
but i took longer
and being my lovely classmates,
this is wad they wrote lol...!!!!





1:03 PM By CY aka cher young
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
lol..
not emoing pple..
haha.. thanks for all the concern..
friends and families are truly my love..
k..
NEW BLOG SONG..
damn nice..
CRUSH by DAVID ARCHULETA..
quite nice..

kk many many pics i owe..
FINALLY can upload..
heeeeee^^
first up..
BAND PHOTO TAKING...!!!
band = love
candid shot...
i simply love them...
kk next are the sc photo taking photo
monkey, snorlax and wushu idol..
awwww... we look good
and of course among work must got FUN..!!!

Lastly..
photo from fadly during national day..
LOL..
heeeeeeee....^^
okie...
yes..
was emo.. now not..
haha..
serious..
well band has been so much better..
and for 'her'.. well friends would do i guess, its difficult to let go i must say, i still do like her haha.. but i will let it go and get it out of me...^^
but well anyway...
kekekekeke...
its been a freakin busy few days..
lol.. stay back in skool like nearly 9 everyday...
and well...
stress.. but of course there is FUN..
well.. like they say.. laughter is the best medicine...
zonking out soon..
everyday got so many work to do..
sooooooo tired..
well gonna have alot of fun stuff coming up...
this sun got bowling and fun day event with my church friends..so long never hang out with them..
Teachers' day is coming..
sc internship in progress....
end of year concert for band and ake is coming..
of course MANY GATHERING AND OUTINGS i will plan and go also...
maybe 2 overseas trip
and christmas, new year..
worse is EXAMS.. haha...






9:53 PM By CY aka cher young
Saturday, August 16, 2008
the pics still can't be uploaded..
aaarrrggghhhhh
heh..

well she gave an answer...
i guess well i expected it..
haha..
still friends i hope..
shes a nice girl but well i guess im not her type..
well....
heeeeeeeee life still must go on..
dun wrry im not sad..
serious...
hope she finds her true love someday too..^^

kk...
pass few days has been watchin olympics..
LOL...
just watch finish belgium vs italy in soccer..
lol.. belgium win 3-0..
can't believe italy lost..
and they were quite act lar..
pretend to be injured and so violent...
now track events...
wooaaahhhh
live of the 100m semi final...
hardcore..
gogo USAIN BOLT..!!!!!!
he damn ai zai lar...!!!!!!!!!
he run under 10 sec then he look left look right when he run he like damn relax lar...!!!!
swimming
my idool..
michael phelps..!!!!
argh..
his 7th gold medal today...
aarrrggghhhhhhh...
hahah...

still abit sad though..
wad happened through out this week
well..
im still human need sometime..

7:49 PM By CY aka cher young
Friday, August 15, 2008
changed song
holiday by boys like girls

damn..
cannot upload some photos dunno got some problem..
argh this few days..
cy damn damn damn damn sad and down...
tues bought my lg ks 20..
finally had a proper phone to use..

wed..
skool was still okie...
band prac stopped after national day
but had meeting..
after the band met, the teachers said they wanted to see me..
mr lim told me to wait for 10 mins..
but i end up waited for nearly an hour just to met them caused they needed to met others..
and when they met me..
THEY SCOLDED AND REPRIMANDED ME!!
the shot me like someone shot them in the butt and now they wanna get their revenge and shoot mine..
y..
becaused i cocked up on the national day performance..
u think i wanted it..
firstly.. no one i say no one wanted to the national day..
suppose to be the presidents that suppose to do..
but where were they..
su say stressed by studies..
zane le..
where the hell is him all the time..
yar.. he has his commitment.. so...
nobody did anything..
so how..
i had to do it..
so there.. i had to handle the stress of the president, the vice and my own position..
i had to see the colours and faces of the necs, the nec teachers, mr singh, the parade, the band teachers.. most of all the band..
the band have some problems, people want to quit, sections got problems, misunderstanding..
when i found out..
i talked to them one by one.. ask them to relax, compromise..
it hurts me so much to see them like that..
all this happened way even before national day..
on national day i tried my best for the parade..
mr wong had to suddenly left cause he had his own concert..
i was left with the band..
i did not have proper rehearsal with them..
the ONLY rehearsal was on the wed b4 national day...
i had less then 30 mins with them, half the time sorting out where they sat..
i did not go thru all the songs with them..
national day i cocked up...
and then now the teachers scold me as though i did it on purpose..!!!
wth lar..
and worst they ask me to write a letter and apology if my poor performance..
they shld jolly well noe the conductor left so last min and i never worked with the band b4..
i noe i suppose to be the ai zai(power and steady) one but if all the work and pressure could be taken away from me..
people did wat they supose to do..
i may not need to stress so much..
anway i wrote the letter and entertained them..
that night...
i didn't sleep the whole night..
i talked to hilmi and mr wong..
i felt so hurt..
very hurt..
i cried..
i was very tired and weak by morning..
i stll bathed and went to skool..
reached before 7.30am met the teachers..
hilmi asked me to tell them how i felt..
i haven say wad i wanted to say totally then it was time for skool..
i talked to them till i cried..
they are the FIRST 2 teachers to make me cry..
from pri sch till now..
no teachers made me cry in band or for band b4..
mrs chai saw i cried when she walked out of the staff room..
b4 goin to class for irp..
she talked to me..
the remembered the very first time i saw her i didn't liked her..
but till today..
she is one of the teachers i liked...
so after i talked to her she told me to pen down my tots and feelings..
so i went to class for irp..
but the pain the hurt was still there..
i went class the moment i entered i couldn't take it..
ytd was the first time i cried in front if my classmates..
srry for the unglam moments but i couldn't take it..
well i really loved my class..
they cared for me..
well..
the day still had to go on..
with the tired body and broken heart i carried on the day..
i wrote my feelings down and gave mrs chai..
it helped so much..
then mr lim smsed me..
dunno them lar..
but i guess after this i would be much stronger..

i guess i broke down cause of the stressed i had to carry...
1 person carrying more then 40 pples stress, my studies (i really didn't do well for mid year as i was too occupied and kept thinking of band), council..
some want to quit council caused of certain people..
and these people who wanted to quit are close buds..
well..
i think i added too much pressure and stress to myself..
but i noe..
i have my friends and families..
they are my pillars of strength and i hope to be their pillar of strength too..
well..
im more concern abt the band..
heck the teachers in charge...
heh...
the youngs one means alot to me..
^^
if i have such in experience and loser teachers..
then fine..
if they hurt me i dun care..
but if they hurt the young ones like how they hurt me, they will get it from me..

today i woke up..
after more then 40 hrs not sleeping and finally sleepin last night,
this morning i had a very bad headache and i my muscles were all very tense..
went to the doc..
damn scary can..
the doc looked very serious after i told her wad happened to me..
then when i go collect medicine there was onli one type of medication..
the pharmecist was smiling..
when he looked at my medicine he suddenly looked damn serious..
then he said..
take onli when necessary..
and he said it twice and he looked at me seriously..
the medicine had a very different packaging..
and the medicine was damn power..
first time i take a medicine that made me so sleepy so fast..
the effect damn huge and fast..
lol..
the packagin i wll show u all when i can upload pics..
also i saw my ex sec fren..
haha she also was sick..

anyway also.. singapore beat korea..!!!!!
entering the final at least gonna have a gold or silver
it is like in the whole olympics..
finally.. haha..

saw her blog..
she is sad and angry..
dun like to see her like that..
wanna see her be happy and smile..
her cheerfulness brightens up my day..
hope she will be okie soon..

9:03 PM By CY aka cher young
Saturday, August 9, 2008
SIA AR...
PATRIOTIC...!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE....!!!!!
changed song..
shine for singapore by hady mirza

well ytd had parade in skool...
everything was okie...
except i screwed up in national anthem and during concert..
haha.. the national anthem i conducted too fast...
then concert..
suppose mr wong conduct but he got to go..
so i had to conduct and mr lim told me 5 mins b4 i conducted..
argh..
hahaha..
lol..
but well they audience said it was nice so well
HEHEHEHE...
kk..
after concert went woth chester, lance, fadly, yue ying, karen and zhi yong..
go watch movie then go orchard shopping...
well i bought a havanas flip fop..
haha.. thanks gabriel for the discount..
haha...
still rmb my first havanas, wear 3 day then snapped..
lol..
haha.. will get the pics from fadly...
lance left b4 we had dinner..
CRAZY LAR...
i met so many pple at orchard can...
lol.. mi and non mi..
haha..
and i really mean ALOT..
haha..
we ate long john
then me, chester and zhi yong took cab..
lol..
even the cab we took was damn posh..
the big one can..
lol..
i dropped of first and they took to boon lay..
i love my hse..
so near town.. still rmb sec sch days..
after skool all go orchard..
then go home i onli need 10-15mins by bus..
by cab.. no need to say..
haha...^^

argh..
emo emo...
mom gave the tix away...
so today cannot go actual ndp parade..
i went for the preview with boon kuan, cheryl and danny..
and nbc that day saw the fireworks..
so saw the parade once and fireworks twice..
i must say this yr not bad..
haha..

today went to the ZOO..
with so young and lona(german exchange student)
lol..
so late lar we go...
1 plus then we entered the zoo..
haha...
sia ar.. so young was like kk go show first...
lol.. i was like the show 2.30 2.15 go still early..
luckily we listened to so young by 2 the place was jammed packed..
haha.. well..
saw many animals...
although it was drizziling..
i tot the animals will hide..
instead they moved more lar can...
lol... the leopard the jaguar even the white tiger and monkey were pacing or swinging and running...
normally i go they just laid there not moving at all..
haha...
well went home at abt 6..
haha...
and also i met my sec classmate at the zoo..
winnie haha...
lol...
small world.. and singapore EVEN smaller

wanted and suppose to go to watch fireworks...
asked her ytd or the day b4 but she working today..
then at 5 just now asked azizah and afida not free..
haha then i sain lazy go..
on my way home from the zoo..
gwen asked me to go..
but lazy liao..
came home then i know it sounds crazy but i went jogging..
haha..
seriously no walk..
30 mins straight..
cool sia i jogged one big round then went to leng kok bahru and i managed to see the fireworks lar...!!!!!!!!
lol.. damn clear..
haha can even hear the sound..!!!

9:41 PM By CY aka cher young
Sunday, August 3, 2008
heh...
yes..
fri night i was damn emo..
haiz..
anyway thanks people for ur concern..
feeling much better now..
well guess the up and downs..
haha..
honestly..
i can't let her go..
seriously.. i really like her...
argh..
anyway...
rock climbing the belayers for qiao ying's grp project

kk
so ytd..
was kinda crazy man..
woke up at abt 11.30am..
went to plaza singapura..
MI MART..
haha..
definetely had fun...
my shift was at 2-3pm..
i reached about 1.30pm..
haha..
she was there too..
bought flowers then asked maisha to give one to her..
then after my shift me, zul, hafiz, maisha and lincoln went to eat..
herry and kai seng ps us..
watch movie nvr jio me..
well.. came back and shopped lor..
lol.. i brought $70..
left $0 when the mart ended..
before the mart ended bought some more flowers for her..
heh.. dun really dare to give it to her..
so asked maisha to give them for me..
lol..
gave alot of flowers to many pple also..
i think i spend like $30 on flowers..
haha..
this was when we packed up..
one of my 'scandal' haha.. GRACE..!!
Yet another scandal DARWINA...

well at night was even more fun...
lol.. the councilors all went home..
so i went with the year 1s..
haha.. went with JD, baoyin, xinyi, rachelle, danny, amos, gabriel, etc..
haha..
we slack at outside ps first..
then finally decided to eat at lau pa sat..
lol.. thanks JD for helpin me pay first..
lol..
we walk round and round to find the place..
even went we wanted to head back we walk one round lar..
lol
al no sense of direction haha..
anyway..
argh the 4 boys missed our last train the girls and gab got back home,
kah leong and danny go clark quay buy frisbee..
lol
it was like 12am le lar..
anyway..
argh the 4 of us walk one big round again..
and we missed our last bus to bt merah interchange..
argh...
lucky got bus 100 so we took then alighted at alexander hospital..
it was 1230am then the moment we alight JD said..
wah lau.. not 12 plus, 7th month and we stop here..
lol...
anyway..
i was the first to get of the cab..
hhaaha..
first thing i did, bath and sleep..
zzzzzz.....
kk now gonna rush my EOM and grp WR..
lol
due mon and tues respectively..
argh..!!!!


5:50 PM By CY aka cher young
Friday, August 1, 2008
heh...
still coughing away...
haiz..
haha... really...
CY is tired.. very tired...
this few weeks were i dunno lar..
it just gets more and more difficult to walk everyday..
Projects, Band, Studies, Council, Friends, Family, Personal life
i wanna drop everything..
but i can't..
i try not to think of them..
but i just keep thinking about them..
haha.. i just can't run away from them lar..

project..
man.. the deadlines for PW is like wth..
end of august then deadline offically for our EOM..
but our teachers by the start of the month deadline for us liao...
everything is like a rush..
yar i noe its for our own good..
but the MOB department ask us do some stupid project.. deadline also same day lar..
hah..
chiong ar...!!
haha...
seeing everyone's face...
haha.. all the spastic looks sometime...
and now my teacher want WR first draft buy next tues..
good game lar..

Band...
yar the band is onli 2 yrs old..
start since i first came last yr...
i see people come and go...
i too wanna try something new
but well honestly i like band...
and i stayed.. went thru many things from last yr till now..
the band finally had a offical result of a silver at NBC..
next yr there is SYF..
i dunno izzit of the workload this week as it is bad week for everyone,
or izzit the band got complacent and slackened...
i hope not...
but i noe everyone is really trying their best..
the yr 2 got promos and got pw and some stupid projects here and there..
the yr 1 tml got mi mart then they also got alot of projects and their studies le..
the yr 3 step down cause A lvl..
today isee the band.. attendance onli 21 pple..
i really feel like cryin u noe..
and nvm..
TODAY,
national day rehearsal..
i really tell u it sucks..
i never been to such a pathetic parade before..
i noe cheryl and fathona and the ne council tried their best..
but i dunno..
mr wong was furious at the flag bearers so was i..
we need to play for them then cut then off at the end..
1st time day say we play wrong cause suppose to start the ending beat on their left leg but we played on the right..
nvm... 2nd time we play and started the ending beat according to their liking..
but WTH they screwed up and they blame us again..
WTH lar..
today we can just say we dun wan to play for u and walk away le..
haiz.. damn sian to see like this and my percussionist were disheartened and they were left in the sun like 2 hrs and onli playin like 30mins cause the other 1 and a half hrs the NE council and contigent were arguing away lar cause got disagreements..
i mean hello contigent..
in a parade u shld listen the OIC and respect them and do how they want it..
yes its diff from sec sch but diff sch have diff style..
respect please.. WHERE ARE UR DISCIPLINE!!!!
im from a military band we play music AND march u all are from Uniform grps.. u onli MARCH and learn the parade discipline.. so u all shld noe better...

STUDIES...!!!!
my results sucks okie...
SUCKS..!!!
and this year im takin my A lvl H1s, PW, maths and mother toungue..
chinese still okie...
PW now still doin hopefully will do well..
MATHS...!!!!
argh..
dyin ar..!!!
i need help
SERIOUS HELP..!!!
but like so many things to do.. wanna drop them also cannot...
man i dunno wad to say lar..
no word to express..

Council...
everyone like so busy..
intership coming up, SC farewell party next week..
nobody like go do then i go do.. teachers got things to say..
i dunno lar...
then tml mi mart abit was time lar..
will an otsider buy past years mi orientation stuffs..?
tml we find out...

Friends..
i dunno..
lol.. this month like so many of my friends like got prob..
and all come to me lar..
lol and ask me to help them..
i help lor...
they are damn down lar..
and i hate to see my friends down..
but there is really a lot of u all...
but i really am thankful cause when i need help ALL my friends are always there..

Family..
well now im the man of the house ever since dad left..
sometime i see mom i dunno..
i really promise myself i will love my wife wholeheartedly and give in to her no matter wad..
care for her and make sure she's well taken care of..
my sis and i like sometime got some few quarrels..
haiz feel really damn bad..
wished i had been a better bro..

Personal life..
yes i admit..
CY is love sick..
i like this girl from 07B1...
i believe she noes..
and her frens has told me she has better suitors and im not her type...
but i tink up till now..
me and her remain as frens are better..
haha...
well it happens to CY...
get rejected, no one love, get laughed at, made fun by..
but.. aiya..
sian lar..
haha.. heck lar..

11:14 PM By CY aka cher young