Friday, August 1, 2008
heh...still coughing away...
haiz..
haha... really...
CY is tired.. very tired...
this few weeks were i dunno lar..
it just gets more and more difficult to walk everyday..
Projects, Band, Studies, Council, Friends, Family, Personal life
i wanna drop everything..
but i can't..
i try not to think of them..
but i just keep thinking about them..
haha.. i just can't run away from them lar..
project..
man.. the deadlines for PW is like wth..
end of august then deadline offically for our EOM..
but our teachers by the start of the month deadline for us liao...
everything is like a rush..
yar i noe its for our own good..
but the MOB department ask us do some stupid project.. deadline also same day lar..
hah..
chiong ar...!!
haha...
seeing everyone's face...
haha.. all the spastic looks sometime...
and now my teacher want WR first draft buy next tues..
good game lar..
Band...
yar the band is onli 2 yrs old..
start since i first came last yr...
i see people come and go...
i too wanna try something new
but well honestly i like band...
and i stayed.. went thru many things from last yr till now..
the band finally had a offical result of a silver at NBC..
next yr there is SYF..
i dunno izzit of the workload this week as it is bad week for everyone,
or izzit the band got complacent and slackened...
i hope not...
but i noe everyone is really trying their best..
the yr 2 got promos and got pw and some stupid projects here and there..
the yr 1 tml got mi mart then they also got alot of projects and their studies le..
the yr 3 step down cause A lvl..
today isee the band.. attendance onli 21 pple..
i really feel like cryin u noe..
and nvm..
TODAY,
national day rehearsal..
i really tell u it sucks..
i never been to such a pathetic parade before..
i noe cheryl and fathona and the ne council tried their best..
but i dunno..
mr wong was furious at the flag bearers so was i..
we need to play for them then cut then off at the end..
1st time day say we play wrong cause suppose to start the ending beat on their left leg but we played on the right..
nvm... 2nd time we play and started the ending beat according to their liking..
but WTH they screwed up and they blame us again..
WTH lar..
today we can just say we dun wan to play for u and walk away le..
haiz.. damn sian to see like this and my percussionist were disheartened and they were left in the sun like 2 hrs and onli playin like 30mins cause the other 1 and a half hrs the NE council and contigent were arguing away lar cause got disagreements..
i mean hello contigent..
in a parade u shld listen the OIC and respect them and do how they want it..
yes its diff from sec sch but diff sch have diff style..
respect please.. WHERE ARE UR DISCIPLINE!!!!
im from a military band we play music AND march u all are from Uniform grps.. u onli MARCH and learn the parade discipline.. so u all shld noe better...
STUDIES...!!!!
my results sucks okie...
SUCKS..!!!
and this year im takin my A lvl H1s, PW, maths and mother toungue..
chinese still okie...
PW now still doin hopefully will do well..
MATHS...!!!!
argh..
dyin ar..!!!
i need help
SERIOUS HELP..!!!
but like so many things to do.. wanna drop them also cannot...
man i dunno wad to say lar..
no word to express..
Council...
everyone like so busy..
intership coming up, SC farewell party next week..
nobody like go do then i go do.. teachers got things to say..
i dunno lar...
then tml mi mart abit was time lar..
will an otsider buy past years mi orientation stuffs..?
tml we find out...
Friends..
i dunno..
lol.. this month like so many of my friends like got prob..
and all come to me lar..
lol and ask me to help them..
i help lor...
they are damn down lar..
and i hate to see my friends down..
but there is really a lot of u all...
but i really am thankful cause when i need help ALL my friends are always there..
Family..
well now im the man of the house ever since dad left..
sometime i see mom i dunno..
i really promise myself i will love my wife wholeheartedly and give in to her no matter wad..
care for her and make sure she's well taken care of..
my sis and i like sometime got some few quarrels..
haiz feel really damn bad..
wished i had been a better bro..
Personal life..
yes i admit..
CY is love sick..
i like this girl from 07B1...
i believe she noes..
and her frens has told me she has better suitors and im not her type...
but i tink up till now..
me and her remain as frens are better..
haha...
well it happens to CY...
get rejected, no one love, get laughed at, made fun by..
but.. aiya..
sian lar..
haha.. heck lar..
11:14 PM By CY aka cher young
